I am here. Nothing is expected of me. From myself, or from anyone else. All I can do is just be. All I can do is just be and not judge myself for how I’m being.
my mom taught me the therapeutic power of cleaning. open all the windows. throw out the old. wipe down the entire house. burn some incense. roast some coffee. then rest. that way the tears from last night don’t feel as heavy.
Just your daily reminders:
- Racists are a problem
- White people are not
- Homophobes are a problem
- Straight people are not
- Transphobes are a problem
- Cis people are not
- Sexists are a problem
- Men are not
And most importantly,
- Hating an innocent person solely because of their race, sexuality, or gender makes you a fucking asshole
Struggled through today.
With depression, it was overwhelming. I tried to remind myself over and over that the feelings will eventually pass. Maybe tomorrow I won’t dread each moment of the day….I wanted to si..but felt that that it wouldn’t change the apathy I’m feeling…so even though everything felt so dead today….I took Penny for a walk. The weather was really nice. Then she got ticks all over her legs so I immediately took her to the beach across the street from where she pooped and got ticks and threw sticks in the water for her to fetch. Then I had a purpose. I played with her and watched her swim and run. Then I came back and gave her a shower. That distracted me enough and took up a good portion of the day that seems so endless and awful when you’re in a depressed state…I still feel uncomfortable (emotionally) on edge and anxious..agitated with everything—ordering prints of artwork—anything. And I don’t like how I’m feeling. Everything is annoying me. I am trying to wait it out.
i am sorry if you don’t agree. but…
kale tastes like butt-holes.
and i don’t want to taint my delicious smoothie with butt-hole extract.
stop guilting me into it all you kale loving health…
well…i don’t know what butt-hole tastes like but i imagine (by the grossness of that particular area and of course the smells it produces) that it would taste so awful..and i think that kale tastes so awful so therefore: butt-hole.